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eyelididSometimes I Wish I didn't hate you as much as I did
wish I had a bit of peace whenever I close my eyelids
wish I didn't always feel like some type of mental invalid
cause I am ocd about fruits touching in my salad
always over thinking everything
looking back at most things that I did
wondering why I said or did those things that I did?
Sometimes I still see your face whenever I close my eyelids
haunted by thoughts of things that I did
even if it no longer matters now
I am taunted and old flashbacks come to the forefront to attack
past mistakes echo
and bind me down
I have trouble letting go
sometimes I wish I was blind to those things that I did
wish I didn't hate myself as much as I did
wish I had peace at night when I close my eyelids
but become an insomniac
thinking about stupid things like some zombie attack
wishing that I could to the impossible and travel back
and redo those things I think I should of did differently
but if we did that we would rewind eternity
sometimes I just wi
Dead Man's SwitchIn control, then not -
Sudden loss of grip.
Headlong to where?
Details lost, smudged, streaked.
Careening; no system of
No dead man's switch,
On a fast track -
With or without a god?
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More